November

The first moment I saw you

I don't even know as what you will be in my life.

The moment I let you enter my heart

I don't even know for what I did that.

They come to me

But I choose you.

People will say that others are way better than you

And I still choose you.

After years of ups and downs we've been through

I want to always choose you.

One day

I hope there will be a chance

For me to reveal to you 

The uncertainty;

Why you

If you ask me how serious I am to be with you --

I mention your name in my prayers

I'm not in love at the first sight

But your inner self that I root for.

You once made me realized my dark sides

I hope you will always be the one who bring me to the light.

You were not my sweetie pie.
Not my lovey dovey.
Not my cuppy cake.

Not even are.

But you are the one who I'm willing to live with
To complete each other
To share the flaws together

Along the journey to Him.

Not only here
But in there too.

For now

All I want to say is --

Find Allah first. I'll do the same. 

And let Him do the rest.

May Allah protect us along this journey.

//20062018